My new job marks a fresh start in life and time to put my nine months of disappointment behind me. As an OCDer, I tend to dwell on the past and curse myself for not having done things differently. But the past is the past and there’s nothing I can do to change it. This is a damn shame because nothing feels worse than regret.
But I am no longer under the power of OCD so for that I should be thankful. But I think having OCD makes people naturally secretive and, for me, the wall I build around myself often stops me experiencing fulfilling relationships. When I’m in a relationship I turn into a captured prisoner under interrogation who never gives anything away.
But I want to adopt a positive outlook to the rest of 2009 and succeed in my job and let everything else just fall into place. I hope the OCDers reading this blog can learn to forgive themselves for their mistakes and go on to enjoy life
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